Betrayel

THE HARDEST JOB IN THE WORLD IS TO GAIN TRUST BACK BUT IT TAKES DEDICATION TO DO IT

EAGLES!!!!

11-4 FUCK DA COWGIRLS

MARRIAGE

This is the dictionary's definition of marriage and this is my definition of marriage......
Main Entry: mar·riage Pronunciation: \ˈmer-ij, ˈma-rij\Function: noun Etymology: Middle English mariage, from Anglo-French, from marier to marryDate: 14th century1 a (1) : the state of being united to a person of the opposite sex as husband or wife in a consensual and contractual relationship recognized by law (2) : the state of being united to a person of the same sex in a relationship like that of a traditional marriage b : the mutual relation of married persons : wedlock c : the institution whereby individuals are joined in a marriage2 : an act of marrying or the rite by which the married status is effected; especially : the wedding ceremony and attendant festivities or formalities
Although that is true my definition of marriage is a totally different. I believe when you are married you have true love and happiness you also have your bad times but you stick it out no matter what because you love 1 another. When you find someone that you love and your emotions are high and you just know that you want to spend the rest of your life with them marriage is the greatest thing in the world and takes dedication. The bible speaks on marriage a lot it says how you shall you respect your husband and you shall respect your wife that is a very big part of marriage and relationships that people really miss to see because it really goes a long way.I really believe all the money all the fame and everything is not important at all if you have one that you truly love and would do anything for better or for worst.Time and dedication are very big points to hit in a marriage and it takes a lot to be able to settle down. once you become a married man or woman many things have to change in your life because what you do from that point on doesn't just effect you it effect both parties. people now get married for all the wrong reason and that is why you see so many divorced couples and i refuse to be one of them. I really do love my wife and a lot of times may be rough especially with me being in Iraq but we have made it through 8 months so far and still going. The bible also says that the only accepted reason for divorce is adultery any other reason in gods eyes is a sin. In Romans 6:7 verses 1-4 it reads- Since I am speaking to those who understand law, brothers, are you unaware that the law has authority over someone as long as he lives? For example, a married woman is legally bound to her husband while he lives. But if her husband dies, she is released from the law regarding the husband. So then, if she gives herself to another man while her husband is still living, she will be called an adulteress. But if her husband dies, she is free from that law. The, if she gives herself to another man she is not an adulteress. Point being marriage is a very serious thing that takes time, love, respect, care, and dedication and i know that i will give all of those things to Glenesse David-Nick for the rest of my life

FOR MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE!!

, I'm so in love with you Whatever you want to do Is all right with me' Cause you make me feel so brand new And I want to spend my life with you Since, since we've been together Loving you forever Is what I need Let me be the one you come running to I'll never be untrue Let's, let's stay together Lovin' you whether, whether Times are good or bad, happy or sad Whether times are good or bad, happy or sad Why, why some people break up Then turn around and make up I just can't see You'd never do that to me (would you, baby)Staying around you is all I see(Here's what I want us to do)[Repeat to fade:]Let's, we oughta stay together Loving you whether, whether Times are good or bad, happy or sad

Real Talk Music is my life

"I'll Always Love You"[Verse 1:]Never miss a good thing 'til it's goneI never meant to hurt you girl I was wrongI always knew that one day you'd move on with your lifeBut I guess in the back of my mindI thought you would come home one more timeI heard it through the grapevine you got a manthey say he treats you good and he makes you laughI'm happy for you baby and I ain't mad at youMay all your kids do good in schoolAnd may all your dreams come true[Chorus:]I'll always love youI'll always careAnd girl you gotta know thatI'll always love you girlAnd no matter where you areKnow that my love is never far[Verse 2:]A happy woman is worth her weight in goldLoneliness is good for the soulExpensive places,faces come and goBut you only find your soul mate onceAnd if you miss your chance you'll never find it againI can't complain I did this to myselfYou needed me and I wasn't there to helpIt breaks my heart to see you lovin' someone elseI would give anything I ownIf I could just have my baby home[Chorus 3x]

CRY

Lyrics to Cry :1st Verse:I done had moneyI done been brokeI done been talked about something awfulDone been lied on by so many folksI done even been depressed at timesand didn’t wanna cry cause my pride was too strongBut over the years I thought it overAnd after struggling for so long and still holding onI figured, can’t be nothing all that wrong with cryingIf anybody says that they’re that strong they’re lyingSee crying is like taking your soul to the LaundromatIt’s like the feeling that you getwhen you see your Grand-mama smileOr the heavens open up and blessing rain downGo on child and cryGo on and cry, cry, cryWe can cry together 2nd Verse: See I done been a playerI done been playedI done went for some of the oldest tricksfrom some of the coldest chicks God done ever madeSaid I done even had a venereal diseaseAnd didn’t wanna go to the clinic, all that attention embarrassing meBut over the years I’ve learned to understandthat I don’t really give a damn what nobody say, I’m a manand we cryWe can cry, we can cry, we can cry togetherBridge: Talkin’ bout wo wo wo yea yea yeaThey say a man ain’t supposed to crybut I know, know, knowfasho’ sho’, sho’that even men go through problems somtimecry

I Cant

1st Verse: First things first, baby I apologize for all of the lies that I've told you up to nowI promise I'llChange my ways if you stayIn my heart, in my mind, in my worldCause you're the only girl for meSo if you're thinkin bout walkin outLet's talk it out and work it out nowNo sense in tearing downthis love we feelCause it's oh so real Chorus:ICan'tSeeYou being with no one elseButMeBaby ICan't even standthinking bout you touching another man(2x) 2nd Verse:What must I do for you to show you that I mean what I sayLord I praywe can stay togetherBut it don't matterIf you stay or if you leaveCause in my heart you will always beYou're the only girl for meEven in high schoolyou were so coolwhat a pleasure just to know you girlThere's nothing in the worldI won't dofor youChorus (3x) Bridge: See IDon't wanna lose this love we haveNo no noSee IDon't wanna say bye-bye cause it's hard enough to find love at allI'm willing to fight for youThere's nothingIWon't doTo make you stayI don't wanna lose your love

Hypothetically

[1st Verse:]What if I broke our monogamous agreementWhat if I told you I lied but didn't mean itWhat if my one mistakehad the potential to breakup our happy homeWould you wanna knowWhat if I confessed it and though she didn't mean nothing since it happenedYou're thinking about leavingWhat if I suppressed itand made a vow to never mess with anotherIs it cool for me to smother the factsIs it cool for me to cover my tracksif you'd never knowOr would me not being honest hurt you more[Chorus:]Hypothetically of courseAre there some things better left unsaidOr would you wanna know insteadHypothetically of courseAre there some wars not worth fightingSome tears not worth cryingHypothetically of courseWhat if this happened to youwhat would you want me to do[2nd Verse:]Well what if I told you that I had a confessionWhat if I said 4 years ago when we were arguinghe came to comfort me and I wound up pregnantAnd I just can't say for sureif the baby's yoursWhat if I confessed it and it turns out not to be your baby after you get testedAnd it destroys what we've been blessed withWhat if I suppress it 'cause technically you're the baby's daddy anywayIs it wrong for me to want you to stayWould you rather have me tear you awayFrom the only family you knowOr is this just too big a secret to keep it on the low[Chorus/Bridge:]Would you wanna knowWould you wanna knowTell me what you'd doTell me what you'd doWould you walk away or would you stayWould you wanna knowWould you wanna leave the past behind usOr are you afraid that one day it might find usWould it even matterCould it even matterShould it even matter

I guess my heart doesn't matter

Lie to me, lie to me, lie to me, lie to me Lie to me, lie to me, lie to me, lie I just wanna be NUMB I don't wanna feel a thing I don't want reality Actually, reality stinks How about we just pretend That your cellphone didn't even ring And that I wasn't on the other side of the door Listening to everything, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie Lie to me, lie to me, lie to me, lie to me Lie to me, lie to me, lie to me, lie Please make me believe (make me believe)That there's nobody for you BUT me (for you BUT me)When I ask who were you talking to Tell me it was KIMBERLY Tell me THAT last night you didn't leave After you thought I was asleep Krept back in that 6:45Tell me it was just a dream Baby I need (I need), desperately (desperately), desperately (desperately)To believe you' Cause I won't be held (won't be held), responsible (responsible)For what what (what what), what I might do Baby I need (I need), desperately (desperately), desperately (desperately)To believe you' Cause I won't be held (won't be held), responsible (responsible)For what what, what I might to do me another lie(Oh)I don't wanna know what I know to be true (don't wanna know, don't wanna know)What I need you to do, tell me another lie (another lie, yeah)I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie (oh, tell me another lie)I don't wanna know what I know to be true (don't wanna know, no no)What I need you to do, tell me another lie (tell me a lie)I don't wanna know what I know to be true (hey, hey, hey, hey)What I need you to do, tell me another lie Tell me another lie Tell me another lie Tell me another lie Tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie I don't wanna know what I know to be true What I need you to do, tell me another lie

my thoughts!!!

A lot of ppl know where I came from and I definitely never forget my struggles I definitely cant complain about the way my life is now it took a lot of growing up for me to realize that gangbangin shit, drug dealing, and fighting wasn't for me and I had to become a man... everything I have seen at a young age really made me grow up and mature a lot faster once i realized that if I kept on the same path I would be dead or in jail I told myself I had to get up out the 468 but I never forget where I came from my life is there good and bad. So I up'd and joined the military and I can truly say I made it. Being a Blood really did not benefit my life at all I have always been a nice dude but I hat to be used and abused the shit that I have done as a Blood really wasn't me at all and I hate to even think about it from time to time so I rolled out and I wont lie took some ass whoopins from it as well stabbed, shot, shot at and caused me to lose a great loved one my brother R.I.P.... Anyways Now I am in the army currently in Iraq and married to a great woman Glenesse David-Nick I'm not gonna lie sometimes it is very rough especially being deployed and we have problems with honesty but we are still getting used to everything and i love her with all my heart. I cannot imagine my life without her. In my past I ran away from a lot of problems and to be honest I kinda ran away from my problems at home to join the Army but it was for the best now I am getting set for another promotion next month, studying up on my shit so I can drop a warrant officer packet next Feb., and I really cant wait to go on leave in Nov. to see my beautiful wife then finally after i get back from the desert get stationed there with her so we can finally be together... well that's it for now I'm out and fuck you hatin ass bitches keep my name out ya mouth....

for Nia the bug Cruz

DAMN THIS BITCH IS UGLY HOW YOU GON SIT THERE AND TALK SHIT WHEN YOU LOOK LIKE THE BOTTOM OF MY COMBAT BOOTS AFTER WALKIN ROUND OUT HERE IN IRAQ ON THE DIRT AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT LOOKIN LIKE DOG SHIT LITTERALLY... I GOT SOME ADVICE FOR YOUR STANK HOE ASS GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A LIFE CUZ NOT ON IS IT ANNOYING THE SHIT OUTTA MY WIFE BUT ITS GETTIN REALLY ANNOYING TO ME AS WELL YOU SHOULD GET AN AWARD FOR THE WORLDS BEST HATER/BULL SHIT TALKER... ITS ST8 THOUGH CUZ WHEN MY WIFE DOES BEAT THE DOG SHIT OUTTA YOU I AINT GON DO NOTHING BUT LAUGH BITCH ON TOP OF ALL THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME TO HAVE THOUGHTS EVEN LET ALONE WORDS COME OUT YA MOUTH ABOUT ME SOMEBODY SO LOW AND DIRTY SHOULD REALLY GO DOWN TO THE GUTTA A BODYMORE WHERE YOU BELONG I CAN SMELL YA DIRTY ASS FROM ALL THE WAY OVER HERE IN IRAQ.... i TO BE HONEST I DONT GIVE A FUCK AFTER MY WIFE DONE FUCKIN YOU UP GO GET A NIGA TO FIGHT ME IF YOU WANT CUZ IT WOULD BE MUCH OBLIGE FOR ME TO STICK MY M4 ST8 IN THAT BITCH ASS NIGGA MOUTH AND PULL THA TRIGGA AFTER IM DONE STOMPIN HIS ASS OUT BITCH YOU DONT KNOW ME i MIGHT BE A CONTRY BOI FROM MARYLAND BUT I DEFINATELY GOT WAY MORE SWAG THEN YOUR LIFE COULD DEPEND ON AND I AINT NO HOE ASS NIGGA I WILL FUCK ANYONE YA BITCH ASS CLOWN NIGGAZ UP IM A REAL PEACFUL CAT BUT YOU GON AND PUSHED ME TOO THE FUCKIN LIMIT YOU OL SLUTTY ASS WHORE ASS SHITTY BREATH SMELLIN ASS BITCH KEEP MY NAME OUT YA MOUTH AND MY WIFE B/C TRUST ME WE A FUCKIN FORCE YOU DONT WANNA FUCK WIT SO HERE MY ADVICE CHILL OUT GO GET A BOTTLE AND SHUT YA FUCKIN MOUTH