FUCK IT

Fuck It!!!!

You know Tramaine Jamar Nick Has been a very generous person for a long time. I have always given my all and always been forgiving since 2010 has hit I have began to realize that I have developed a certain way of life called fuck it.

When you begin this evolution you start t not care about shit and become an asshole a lot more I right now my quote is “I don’t care that’s me, so go outside and play go fuck yourself.
Sometimes I asked myself how did I become this way so easily and here are some of the things that go through my mind.

1. When you forgive a person for abusing your trust and kindness but they turn around and do it over and over and don’t try to change its time to say “fuck it swerve bitch.”
2. Why am I such an asshole now hmmm.. I don’t know, maybe its because people don’t appreciate my kind personality so “Fuck IT.”

3. I hate it when I easily trust a person and I get no respect or appreciation so “ Fuck IT.”
4. If you fucking lie to me more then once and then act like you don’t give a shit about it guess what time for me to say “FUCK YOU!”

On a end note I will say this I am very close to my completing my stage of “Fuck IT” but for anyone that cares at least a little bit it is not too late to gain everything back you once had but it IS NOT I say again IS NOT an easy task. And if you give up then I will say “FUCK YOU” because obviously you didn’t give a shit in the first place.

That is all!!!!!!

relief

I Leave Iraq in 30 fucking days thank goodness

my feelings at times!!!

Betrayel

THE HARDEST JOB IN THE WORLD IS TO GAIN TRUST BACK BUT IT TAKES DEDICATION TO DO IT

EAGLES!!!!

11-4 FUCK DA COWGIRLS

MARRIAGE

This is the dictionary's definition of marriage and this is my definition of marriage......
Main Entry: mar·riage Pronunciation: \ˈmer-ij, ˈma-rij\Function: noun Etymology: Middle English mariage, from Anglo-French, from marier to marryDate: 14th century1 a (1) : the state of being united to a person of the opposite sex as husband or wife in a consensual and contractual relationship recognized by law (2) : the state of being united to a person of the same sex in a relationship like that of a traditional marriage b : the mutual relation of married persons : wedlock c : the institution whereby individuals are joined in a marriage2 : an act of marrying or the rite by which the married status is effected; especially : the wedding ceremony and attendant festivities or formalities
Although that is true my definition of marriage is a totally different. I believe when you are married you have true love and happiness you also have your bad times but you stick it out no matter what because you love 1 another. When you find someone that you love and your emotions are high and you just know that you want to spend the rest of your life with them marriage is the greatest thing in the world and takes dedication. The bible speaks on marriage a lot it says how you shall you respect your husband and you shall respect your wife that is a very big part of marriage and relationships that people really miss to see because it really goes a long way.I really believe all the money all the fame and everything is not important at all if you have one that you truly love and would do anything for better or for worst.Time and dedication are very big points to hit in a marriage and it takes a lot to be able to settle down. once you become a married man or woman many things have to change in your life because what you do from that point on doesn't just effect you it effect both parties. people now get married for all the wrong reason and that is why you see so many divorced couples and i refuse to be one of them. I really do love my wife and a lot of times may be rough especially with me being in Iraq but we have made it through 8 months so far and still going. The bible also says that the only accepted reason for divorce is adultery any other reason in gods eyes is a sin. In Romans 6:7 verses 1-4 it reads- Since I am speaking to those who understand law, brothers, are you unaware that the law has authority over someone as long as he lives? For example, a married woman is legally bound to her husband while he lives. But if her husband dies, she is released from the law regarding the husband. So then, if she gives herself to another man while her husband is still living, she will be called an adulteress. But if her husband dies, she is free from that law. The, if she gives herself to another man she is not an adulteress. Point being marriage is a very serious thing that takes time, love, respect, care, and dedication and i know that i will give all of those things to Glenesse David-Nick for the rest of my life

FOR MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE!!

, I'm so in love with you Whatever you want to do Is all right with me' Cause you make me feel so brand new And I want to spend my life with you Since, since we've been together Loving you forever Is what I need Let me be the one you come running to I'll never be untrue Let's, let's stay together Lovin' you whether, whether Times are good or bad, happy or sad Whether times are good or bad, happy or sad Why, why some people break up Then turn around and make up I just can't see You'd never do that to me (would you, baby)Staying around you is all I see(Here's what I want us to do)[Repeat to fade:]Let's, we oughta stay together Loving you whether, whether Times are good or bad, happy or sad